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Todd's ThoughtsI have you!Todd's Thoughts by ~mean-chic
Your throat is bare beneath my hand
And-
I hesitate!
Don’t think it’s your lucky day,
What you have coming will come to pass.
I’m just enjoying the prelude
Just have like you have.
My anxiety, my fear of the pain to come.
Feel it, unbearable huh?
Let it wash over you,
Take a bath in it,
Just like I will in your blood.
Can’t handle it?
Unlike you, my weak friend.
Undesirables have no choice.
I have become accustomed to it.
You might be high-born,
But with my knife at your neck,
You fall back into the shit like the rest of us.

Just for FunMake something beautiful.Just for Fun by ~mean-chic
Move, do something.
Why should life be so cut and dry?
Honestly, a slash across the wrist would sound better
Than your blah life.
Stop looking at me for entertainment,
And live your own life.
I’m happy to be a clown,
But not just for you.

SnuffYou look right into my eyes,Snuff by ~mean-chic
And still, I ask you why?
How could you bear to snuff the fire right out?
So holy, so sacred.
Once gone, it will never come back.
Pray as much as you will,
It’s dead.
That spark
Very life itself, you destroyed.
And do you care?
You know not of what you did.
I scream into the empty chasm
For help, solace
Anything but darkness,
It comes for me now
It comes to snuff me out
Just as you once did
Be happy that I burn